{"id":37,"date":"2015-06-29T11:41:16","date_gmt":"2015-06-29T08:41:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/caneroglu.com\/?p=37"},"modified":"2019-12-16T12:26:00","modified_gmt":"2019-12-16T09:26:00","slug":"30-yas-yazi-seysi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/caneroglu.com\/?p=37","title":{"rendered":"30. Ya\u015f Yaz\u0131 \u015eeysi"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Bu gece 30. ya\u015f\u0131ma bas\u0131yorum\u2026&nbsp;<strong>Radiohead<\/strong>&nbsp;dinlemeyi halen \u00e7ok seviyorum.Bu yaz\u0131y\u0131 sizlere Radiohead\u2019in 1993 y\u0131l\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fu Pablo Honey alb\u00fcm\u00fc e\u015fli\u011finde yaz\u0131yorum\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ne \u00e7abuk da ge\u00e7mi\u015fim 19\u2019lu ya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131\u2026 O zamanlar da yapard\u0131m c\u00fcmlenin sonunu getiremedi\u011fimde \u00fc\u00e7 nokta koyma olay\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Demek ki baz\u0131 \u015feyler de\u011fi\u015fmiyor. Neyse ge\u00e7elim\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>30 seneye \u00e7ok fazla \u015fey s\u0131\u011fd\u0131rd\u0131m. Onlarca g\u00fczel insan ve arkada\u015f\u2026 Ama bir elin parma\u011f\u0131n\u0131&nbsp;ge\u00e7meyecek kadar dost. Erken ya\u015fta baba oldum. Ama laf\u0131n geli\u015fi oldum. Arada uzun mesafeler ve \u00e7ocuklar\u0131mla birlikte olamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in elbette sizin bildi\u011finiz standart bir baba asla olamad\u0131m. \u00c7ok e\u011flenceli g\u00fcnlerim oldu benim, dramatik anlar\u0131mda. Hepsini nispeten atlatt\u0131m.&nbsp;25 ve 28 aras\u0131n\u0131&nbsp;\u00e7ok h\u0131zl\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131m hayat alt\u0131ma verilmi\u015f son model spor araba gibiydi dur durak bilmiyordum. San\u0131r\u0131m zapt-edilmem de zaten imkans\u0131zd\u0131. Bende olmas\u0131 gerekeni yapt\u0131m ve duvara toslad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hay\u0131rs\u0131z\u0131m, sab\u0131rs\u0131z\u0131m, bazen umars\u0131z\u0131m, kimseyi pek aramam sormam. \u0130\u00e7ten i\u00e7e d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u00fcm, anar\u0131m \u00e7o\u011funuzu uzaktan da olsa severim. Ama \u00fc\u015fenirim \u00e7o\u011fu zaman bir alo demeye. Heee bir de \u00e7ok unutkan\u0131m. Hani s\u00f6z verip tamam yar\u0131n orday\u0131m karde\u015fim derim ya. Bilin ki \u00e7ok fazla i\u015f ve g\u00f6revle u\u011fra\u015fmaktan, verdi\u011fim s\u00f6zleri unuturum \ud83d\ude41<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Evet biraz son bir senedir biraz daha sakinim. Art\u0131k eskisi gibi e\u011flenmiyorum. Daha rutin bir hayat ya\u015f\u0131yorum. Normal olmay\u0131 sorumluluk almay\u0131 sevmiyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ben art\u0131k 30 oldum\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bu gece 30. ya\u015f\u0131ma bas\u0131yorum\u2026&nbsp;Radiohead&nbsp;dinlemeyi halen \u00e7ok seviyorum.Bu yaz\u0131y\u0131 sizlere Radiohead\u2019in 1993 y\u0131l\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fu Pablo Honey alb\u00fcm\u00fc e\u015fli\u011finde yaz\u0131yorum\u2026 Ne \u00e7abuk da ge\u00e7mi\u015fim 19\u2019lu&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/caneroglu.com\/?p=37\">Devam\u0131n\u0131 okuyun<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">30. 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